Saturday, January 23, 2010

Slacker with a Side of Lazy.


I wonder how life would be if I did everything I said I was going to do, when I say I'm gonna do it. I've been saying to my self all day, "Get ready for be at 12:30 AM- be in bed by 1:00AM."

Here it is 3:10 AM and I felt as though I have been neglecting by blogging duties of recent months so I needed a good post; About more than just my big toe or some random video on Youtube- so- blogging seemed more important then getting ready for bed.
I should really do things on time. I need to get into a good daily schedule. I watch Taylee and Jaxx everyday and if I'm even a little tired, things don't flow the way they should.
I'm tired-
so I lack the patience I Should have with the children and poor Taylee gets to experience my attitude.
I begin to long for Jaxx's nap time so I might sneak a nap in myself. The only issue with that is if I DO nap, I won't be able to go to sleep until 4:00 AM. I need to be awake by 10:30 AM to watch the wee ones. I'd only have six hours of sleep and NO ONE wants to talk to me then.
Being tired and babysitting is bad. So- It would be best if I could wake up earlier and go to sleep earlier.
Especially since Chelcie's work schedule changes next week and I'd have to wake up earlier. I think I need to wake up around... 7:00 AM... So I'd need to go to sleep at 10:00 or 11:00 PM. I don't know.
But I also need to get into a better eating habit. I'm not exactly what one would call healthy. I'm overweight, on the road to Diabetes with a Calcium, Vitamin C and D deficiency. I don't eat enough green vegetables and I never go outside. I don't like going outside though. They keep that giant light bulb in the sky out there.
It's bright. And hot. Gross.
I need to eat less junk. Less chocolate.
HA HA! Like that'll ever happen.
I really should try though. I currently have no furniture in my room though, so I don't feel like I can get into the schedule I need quite yet. Maybe once all of my belongings are where they should be, things will go better. I dunno. I'll keep you posted.

There now. Aren't you excited. Now you have something to look forward to finding out in a month's time.
BTW-This picture is from Fallout 3. One of my favorite FPS- video games- in history and this is also the reason I stay up late and don't go to sleep on time. Blame Jaxx. He's an enabler. "Play. Play. Bonnie. Play," he says. Yes I get he's not even two but how could I reject such a sweet tone?

3 comments:

Nichelle said...

Even when my kids are gone to school and I should nap, I don't because I want to enjoy my time without them here. Like watching TV with no screaming kids, or play on the computer with no kids saying "when is it my turn?" I sometimes feel as though I waste my day with naps. Easiest way for me to fall asleep is to turn on a movie that is really dark (as in color) or one that Dan picked out because it is usual dumb and boring. Good Luck!

Tam's Fam said...

I feel the same. I have 2 1/2 weeks to go from going to sleep at 8:00am to going to sleep at midnight or so..otherwise, work is going to suck! And I have to learn how to use the new machines! Maybe it's good that your phone is broken...so we don't text at 2:00 in the morning

Amy said...

Good luck.

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